Mini Ladd Addressed Texting Underage Fans in an Apology Video
By Shannon RaphaelDec. 30 2020, Published 11:22 a.m. ET
Trigger Warning (TW): Self-harm, grooming, suicide
There's never a scarcity of drama or scandals happening in the YouTube community, since being moderately debatable is ceaselessly a part of the gig for most sensible content creators. In fresh years, many have put out apology, breakup, or "exposed" videos with a view to build up perspectives.
For vlogger and gamer Craig Thompson aka Mini Ladd, his scandal is one that is going past the scope of a regular YouTube apology video.
The 25-year-old has been accused of messaging underage fans in a suggestive and flirtatious method for months. Two of them, Ash and Halley, went forward in June of 2020 to percentage their reviews along with his alleged predatory behavior. The interactions came about in 2016 and 2017, when Mini Ladd was in his 20s and the ladies were teenagers.
They additionally each mentioned that he tried to govern them with his online presence and his psychological health struggles to stay them quiet.
Mini Ladd had significantly remained silent on the subject. He even returned to Northern Ireland, which a few of his followers interpreted as him fleeing doable legal repercussions.
The Twitch streamer in the end addressed his side of the matter when he put out the "My Apology" video on Dec. 28.
What did Mini Ladd say in his apology?
In the opening of his now-viral video, Mini Ladd stated that he would no longer shy clear of addressing the scandal head-on. He claimed that he was going towards the needs of his PR team via being so candid along with his 5.23 million subscribers.
"I want to apologize for the things that I've done," he shared. He additionally clarified that he wasn't hanging the video out to make other people really feel sorry for him.
"I don't want this video to be excused as an excuse or victimizing myself or anything like that. I just want to give you guys my thoughts. This is no more PR teams, no more anything like that. This is just Craig. This isn't Mini Ladd," he persevered. "This is Craig talking, and I want to be as transparent as possible."
Mini Ladd then defined that he could be speaking about two people who have been underage when he began messaging them: Halley and Ash. He shared that his interactions with the two took place at around the similar time.
"A lot of people think that these people were random fans that I got in contact with. Both Halley and Ash, these were people that were my friends," he mentioned. "Halley, I've known for a long time, since maybe 2013 or 2014. Halley was one of my Twitch mods."
Mini Ladd said that Halley used to be an efficient moderator on Twitch and that she ceaselessly helped him out on the gaming provider. He stated that their Twitch connection eventually turned into a friendship.
"She was someone that I could go to with my problems," he endured. "We became close because we both had our issues. It's not my place to say what's going on with her, but she's someone who has helped me out a lot."
The content material creator said that he added Halley on Snapchat when she used to be 16, but their messages have been completely platonic at first. At the time, his intentions on the photograph app were simply to deal with a streak (which is when there are consecutive, uninterrupted days of sending pictures).
"This isn't when I was making any remarks towards her. This is just where I talked to all of my friends. I was that guy that had streaks, and I wanted to make sure that our streaks were good," he defined. "Back in 2015, that's kind of what people did."
I was manipulated by means of Miniladd, I was 16/17. He was 20+. (footage in replies)
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— Halley :P (@WeirdGirl2364) June 23, 2020Mini Ladd stated that he began to send flirty messages to Halley in 2016 when she was 17. At the time, he was once 21.
"And that's not OK, like, and I'm aware of that. So with Halley, and both with Ash, I sent the messages around this time," he mentioned. "And I understand what I'm going to say next is quite taboo online, but if this is my way of putting all my cards on the table and telling you guys what happened, I feel like I need to say it. "
The Twitch streamer shared that he had pondered ending his lifestyles at round this time, and that he allegedly told Halley this when she was taking into consideration coming forward with his predatory messages.
"The reason I did what I did and there was even a message where I said this is because what I said there is true," he persisted. "I did try to end my life in 2017. I'm not looking for sympathy. I'm not looking for anything. That's not what this is about. This is telling you guys the reason, and I want you to understand the headspace that I was in."
My enjoy with Mini Ladd, I used to be 17. (pictures in replies)
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— ash (@bulletbby) June 23, 2020He stated that he was being "selfish" and he wasn't bearing in mind the "repercussions" of his movements. He famous that his actions have been "stupid."
"I just wasn't thinking and I've regretted it since," he mentioned. "For both Halley and Ash, I'm really sorry."
Mini Ladd then clarified the main points of his courting with Ash. Unlike his multi-year friendship with Halley, Mini Ladd stated that he handiest knew Ash for a short time. They to start with hooked up from mutual buddies on Twitch.
After flirting with her online, Mini Ladd realized from a friend that Ash was once planning on publicly exposing his actions. That's when he asked the mutual pal to inform Ash about his mental well being struggles, in an try to dissuade her from going forward.
"The stuff I sent to her is just not OK either. That's not what I wanted. You know, she was someone that I really did call my friend and it sucks that I let her down like that," Mini Ladd mentioned.
He added that he "completely regret[s]" sending the messages to guilt her, however that they got here from a spot of concern.
"I just love my job so much that I didn't want it to go away," he mentioned in his video.
The YouTuber then apologized to the 2 for hanging his problems on them.
"I'm sorry, guys. You were my friends, and I failed you. I was only thinking of myself, and I was stupid," he remarked. "I wish I could take it all back."
Mini Ladd mentioned he issued personal apologies to each Halley and Ash.
The longtime YouTube star then addressed the accusations that he hasn't apologized to Halley or Ash. He shared that he had to "fight [his] PR team," and he went forward and privately apologized to either one of them.
In addition, he issued a statement on Twitter.
As for why he took six months to talk about the accusations against him, Mini Ladd mentioned that he used to be too scared to go public. He went to his house in Northern Ireland to spend time together with his family whilst understanding what to do.
He began going to remedy right now, and he's discovered that he needs to focus on who Craig is and not who Mini Ladd is.
Mini Ladd concluded his apology video through asking his followers to permit him to rebuild their consider.
Neither Halley nor Ash has publicly addressed Mini Ladd's apology video presently.
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